Shadows of Myself

I think I have to disappoint all those that expect me to be a good boy; be punctual, stay in class, dress smart, look handsome, be rich, don't flirt, fall in love and don't break a heart. Stay truthful and faithful, be a gentle man with a kind heart, forgive and forget easily...

Huh! Did you expect me to be all that? Oh No! Spare me the bullShit I am human and I can fault in all your expectations. You don't expect me to be perfect, I should have some black spots on my white cloak of ingenuity and perfection. That makes me normal, because the moment you see me in a sparkling white cloak of perfection, then know it is not mine. It is either you might be living in your world of Utopia or I borrowed the impeccable cloak from Mr. Pretense.

Don't expect me to pay you attention all the time, I am too broke for such payments. You have to understand that there so many hearts in my life standing on a long queue and waiting for my cheque of attention.

Don't be selfish to the extent that you only take selfies and can't partake in a group picture, and don't be so greedy that you appear on every picture, soon you would appear on a background of Someone's Obituary Poster.

Take life easy, don't expect to get a country when you can't even offer a street.

Don't be so shy that you can't even get a handshake from Reality. You are so strong to think about the Past, but too week to plan the future.

Don't be so smart and expect everyone not to make a mistake, and don't be so dumb and expect everyone to understand your mistakes.

Don't be so jealous and think you have a ring on your finger, and don't be so randy on another person's property.

Don't be so tall that you always look down on people and don't be so short that you always look up to people.

Just be YOU, and the best would find YOU.

If all girls can be as focused as their boobs, and all guys as focused as their D* on a hard time. Then we shall go places, the less time we spend on side attractions, the more pace we cover in this journey of life.

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Thanks a lot for being here and there for me, you tolerated my Vulgar, corrected my  errors and appreciated my creativity, I must confess you made me better.

See you sometime, for now we are on Silent Mode; our evaluation and recovery process. Until we are back to our normal profile, I wish you the best of the New week and many weeks ahead.

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Augustus Bill

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